2:15 AM on a Wednesday morning... 18/07/07

Had a great swim at serangoon swimming pool. Although the pool was rather small and old, it still served well as a swimming pool for the adults. I did 22 laps, combinaton of free and breast strokes and this has exonerated me from the guilt of not swimming for the past few days.
Hym... caught someone there that caused my heart to race a little... Nothing's wrong with that, at least to me.

My time reads 2:26AM. I waited, well, can't say I waited but the name of the person hasn't appeared on my MSN: offline. Feels funny over it. Well, please be online tomorrow, at least before I leave my house in the afternoon.

I talked to one of my best friends today. I think more of a normal friend now I guess. It has been ages since I last talked to him. To think we actually stayed over at each other's places, go overseas together, had tonnes of fun together and considering now, it sure makes me feel a bit remorseful for choosing that path back then. I trully regret. Please forgive me.

Just realised how much I could have done back in NS. The only thing that i achieved, is perhaps my driving license. Perhaps I should have met my tutor any earlier, I just i would have straightened much of my things now. So tutor, if you are reading this, I wish I could have known you any earlier. I think you would have inspired me much earlier back then.

I'm watching Grey's Anatomy at this hour. Haha... It is my favourite show! It has many aspects of life that I find so parallel to real life. Life is unpredictable and so fragile...

Got some much things that I wanna achieve in the next few months and years:
1. swimming (life saving)
2.flute(practical grade 5)
3.korean(basic)

And on top of that, my studies. I wonder which I should invest in and place my bets. Hym...
And they all need money which is something I lack most. Haha... Perhaps this is why I should start doing something. I think my life has revolved around you for long enough. It's time to let go of you and move on. Yeah, I need the courage to do so. Wish me luck.

Weight:58.9kg
Target:60.0kg

I AM HUNGRY again....