It has been a long week! It passed by so quickly that I didn't notice it until today. = ( I am left with not many days to exams and I am so still so slack. This is bad!!!
Haha... The pict is a gift that Lorraine received. (Haha... I can still remember last year this time when they ask me to attend her birthday celebration which I declined due to exams). The present looks very nice and I think it is expensive. Just realised something... Everyone around me is getting older and older. Of cause, this includes me as well. I realise I am turning 24 soon too?! Hym... Time really flies. I have never wanted to age so quickly, I think I seriously do not wish to. I think I am still behaving like I am in my 18 or 19s. My age is catching up but my thoughts and actions simply refuse to accept the fact. I think it is time to be act more matured and ya, time to tone down on my wildness and to be more "sturdy". Seriously, I need to.
Hym... I actually saved up quite a sum of money. Feel a small sense of achievement. = P But...
I think I shall save a portion of the money for a little present for myself next year!! I wanted to buy a Ipod but I reckon it is just a "want" and not a necesary so I have decided to give it a miss. I think I shall for once, buy a watch for myself, a decent more "sturdy" looking watch. Wanted to bu yone in Taiwan but I guess it is kind of hard to achieve. Feel a little excited already as I talk about the watch. For the remaining money, hee...
I think I have always been a jester in front of my BA crowd. I don't mind stooping low and be the centre of joke or mockery as long as it doesn't affect my pride. Haha... I talk alot at times and perhaps, most of the time. But I do appreciate a moment of silence, especially when I feel stressed or burdened with thoughts. I think we get this kind of feeling once in a while, for some more than a while I guess. Still, it is normal(at least that's what I always tell myself). We all seek refuge solace from friends or family once in a while. For me, my best vitamin for moodiness = a moment of silence and quiet to myself. It helps all the time. So no matter how you feel, whether you are at the top of the mountain or at the bottom of a thousand feet cliff, know yourself and take the right dosage of vitamin to get yourself back in shape. No one can stay at the mountain top or rock bottom forever, he or she needs is bound to hit the end of road at some point in time. But knowing when to look for alternative route in a situation like this is important.
1 comment:
don't think you use the word "jester" correctly here.. you're definately not a jester to me..you're a joy in my life! cheers, my dear friend! *muack*
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