Pleasantly surprised... 28/10/07

Oh!!! I got my Pins!!! And best of all, there are more colours too!!!!

Haha... I got the same one from Taiwan too! Saw the bracelet back in TW but because the price is a bit steep so I decided to give it a miss and guess what, Mich got it for me! Haha...

So for the perfume, nice nice... Haha... Thanx a thousand!

Hym... Exams are ard the corner. So scared! Haiz...

Tries to post some photos but think the system is down, can never upload it. = (

Friday no MORE... 26/10/07

It is finally FRIDAY!! Glad that it is over. Hym... My tuition was cancelled at last min. I kind of expected it. Well, I guess you can call that a pleasant surprise. = P The only bad thing is that I have to do the make-up on Sunday.

CA2 was quite ok. Things pretty mich worked out towards the end although the start was a bit crazy. Just feel so zonked and my eyelids are so heavy throughout the day.

Had a quick dinner with WJ @ AMK Mac. Nothing special. It was like any other meals. After that we had our LAN session. Haha... Too bad Mich wasn't there. We didn't play for too long and we left about 10pm and decided to try out the new KPE (Kallang Paya Lebar Expressway).

Er... we ended up going in circles as we just didn't seem to be able to locate the entry point and that took us a whooping 1.5hrs... *fainted*

Well, but I think it is okay. After dropping him off, I decided to take a ride in the car. Hee... I actually went from TPE to SLE to BKE to KJE... But i need that time alone. If I said I was looking for a breather, a breathe of fresh air, I had it. It was clearly refreshing...

And for that, I am happy. = P

Thursday... 26/10/07

It's THURSDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! One more day to SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!!!

Haiz, tomorrow I have my CA2... *faint* I hope everything can go well.

I am so sleep deprieved!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Help me.................

Tuesday, DOWN... 24/10/07

Tuesday is almost over...

I still got 4 more days to go...

So much to prepare and so much is left undone.

I wanna faint...

Tomorrow got tuition so by the time i reach home, should be 10.

ARGH...

Private Practice... 22/10/07

Haha... I just found out another new show!!! It's called Private Practice. The lady is none other
than Dr. Addison Forbes Montgomery(Kate Walsh) from Grey's. I think she
is talented too!!! Kind of miss her in Grey's. Hee... But I guess she will have
lots of other juciy storylines with the lead actor in the show, Dr. Pete Wilder(Tim Daly).

Argh... I cannot stop myself from watching the show man.
No good...

Only Monday!!! I still got so many days to go before holiday!!!

Help!!!!!

My AFS diary... 20/10/07

I have never really been disciplined to keep a diary but the only one that I have, I'm really proud of it. It was during my days when I was a trainee @ AFS(air force school).

I can still remember the rationale for having to write one was because one of my course mates actually called the Hotline where he reported he had suicidal intentions due to stress. It's so ironic to find that he is all well and able now. Haha... Guess what, he is an established coach and has represented our Nation on several occasions in competitions too. = P
Today I so happen to chance upon it and I started reading it. The first entry was dated 10 of July 03. Haha... It has been almost 5 years! Hee... I am getting old, so OLD...

The cover of my book / journal was dolled with S.H.E pictures. I was quite obsessed with them then but then, I've moved on. Haha... I can still remember I was like the talk of the town when the folks saw my book!!! I take pride in decorating it hoh...

Honestly, writing entries back then was a pleasure to me. It was a form of voicing my inner voices, feelings etc. And I am glad I was true to myself and I wrote things without holding back even though I know my entries would be read by my superiors. Hee...

Reading back the entries now really brings back fond memories. Sometimes I wish if only I can turn back time... But I know very well that is impossible, definitely.

Memories stay with us for a long time. No matter how hard we try to destroy things that remind us of them, they stay with us...

Grey's latest MTV... 20/10/07

Here's the latest Grey's Anatomy MTV!!! Haha...

upSIDE DOWN... 19/10/07

I think my mood swings are getting the best of me... Been getting easily irritated for no reason. I think I am stressed...

Next week is my super xiong day:
Monday: project meeting in the afternoon, swimming in the night...
Tuesday: Lab...
Wednesday: Tuition in the night ( 6 to 8 ) and the only motivation, is PAY day!!!
Thursday:Lab...
Friday:CA2, tuition in the night ( 6 to 8)...

Freak!!! I seriously have no idea how i can survive from all these...
Breather, I just need a breather..
So happy to bum around at the Mac for a while before heading back home, back to reality...

quote of the week... 19/10/07

"Like I said, disappearances happen, pains go phantom, life stops runnins, and people...people fade away. There's more I have to say...so much more, but I disappreared."

Tired... 13/10/07

I suddenly feel so tired. Not in a physical sense, but mentally. I have no idea why but I just feel so.

Managed to catch a glimpse of Ah-yue when he performed @ Bugis earlier in the day. Great voice and most of all, he is a man of character! = P I shall post his photos once I get hold on them.

Been home around 1130 and started to watch Grey's. Here's the best quote I have heard this far. I don't know why, but I teared when I heard it...

"At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, it's usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we've chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them. The people that are still with you at the end of the day, those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need."

secrets... 10/10/07

Statement of the week:

"As doctors, we know everybody's secrets. Their medical histories. Sexual histories. Confidential information that is as essential to a surgeon as a ten-blade, and every bit as dangerous. We keep secrets, we have to, but not all secrets can be kept. "

freedom...10/10/07

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I like freedom, the ability to act on my own.

Do respect that when I say I want some space to myself.

色·戒...06/10/07

没错！我又到了戏院观赏了《色·戒》。 上一次因迟到，错过了戏的片头。所以心里耿耿于怀。今天总算是把它给完完整整的看完一遍。不仅是对戏有更深一程的理解，对于戏里头演员们淋漓尽致的演出，也多了一些些的敬佩。特别是饰演“王佳芝”的汤唯，对于她对角色人物的拿捏，只有一字 - “赞！” 她就有如一般影帝的风范，把“王佳芝”扮演得如次深入人心，像是亲身体验。当然，王力宏在戏里的“邝裕民”也深受好评。

在戏里最叫我留下深影响便是 “王佳芝”与 “易先生”（梁朝伟饰演)在酒吧汇面的那一幕。对我而言，那情节便是实实在在的表达了他们俩的爱，丝毫的盈满或是欺骗也没有。由此是当王佳芝歌颂着《天涯歌女》的那一刻，空气里就洋溢着彼此的爱情，动人心玄。

《色·戒》能有好的评语和票房，除了李安导演巧妙的排色技巧，演员们天衣无缝的演出也是功不可没的。

期待着华人之光 -- 李安的下一个作品！

歌手：张学友 专辑：电影原声带 / 色,戒
作词:周礼茂作曲:alexandre desplat
电影原声带 色, 戒

特别黑夜里

雨点下得很密
闷透的屋里 灯光一丝窗前雨滴 四处逃避
心底的日记
混合段数气息
回忆前后在墙壁响起
耳边累积无能为力
前事不断爬进来
早知道是场祸灾
以为可以躲开
这意外意料之外
是天意上天的安排
该走的时候
感觉背后湿透
冷已开始蔓延在游走
涌上眉梢淹没心头
记忆不断闯进来
一切变得明白
曾经拥有的爱
比我更需要存在
比我更需要存在
活该 不要徘徊
爱就爱
只是一场灾
深如海 深如海 如海
深如海 深如海 如海
深如海 如海 如海

statement of the week... 03/10/07

"Many people don't know that the human eye has a blind spot in its field of vision. There is a part of the world that we are really blind to. The problem is, sometimes our blind spots shield us from things that really shouldn't be ignored. Sometimes our blind spots keep our lives bright and shiny.

When it comes to our blind spots, maybe our brains aren't compensating. Maybe they're protecting us."

色·戒... 03/10/07

歌曲：落叶归根
歌手：王力宏 专辑：改变自己

举头望无尽灰云
那季节叫做寂寞
背包塞满了家用
路就这样开始走
日不见太阳的暖
夜不见月光的蓝
不得不选择寒冷的开始
留下只拥有遗憾
命运的安排遵守自然的逻辑
谁都无法揭谜底
喔～
远离家乡
不甚唏嘘
幻化成秋夜
而我却像落叶归根
坠在你心间
几分忧郁几分孤单
都心甘情愿
我的爱像落叶归根
家唯独在你身边

In summary, it is a great show. I like the way the story unfolds.
I think the lead actress has done a great job. The way she portrays the character is
just flawless. She is natural! 2 thumbs up!!!

Too bad the show has been truncated with the most interesting scenes... *sob sob*

Looking forward to see to full original scene.

it's destined... 30/09/07

“爬的越高，跌的越重”

I trully understand what this chinese saying means...

One moment I was on cloud 9, the other I'm on rock bottom...

Don't ask me why...

All I can say is, "It's DESTINED."

I accept that. = )

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