wat i wanna do after exams... 27/04/08

1. buy a pair of shades
2. hit the gym every weekends
3. go to the beach to have a pinic
4. buy some new clothes
5. buy a sketch book to doodle
6. go on a short trip
7. have a great swim
8. sleep
9. ...

Beautiful and emotionally gripping... 27/04/08

What supposed to be a 15 min ended up being a 1hr break. I'm so so done for...

Anyway, I spent my time watching this show, "Shelter". Haha... Well, it's gay theme but absolutely zero sex involved. In fact, I love the show; beautiful and emotionally gripping... Much better than 盛夏光年.

Guess where am i? ... 25/04/08

Well, i guess it's not hard to guess where i am when this photo was taken. It's one of the few places that offers a breath taking view of singapore's skyscrapers. Haha although the photo doesn't justify what i've just said. ... stressed...

SIck... 22/04/08

The call hasn't come and I am feeling sick... =(

INteresting Question from my Mum...21/04/08

Was doing my things when Mum came along and asked me a question. I think it is very interesting and meaningful. Here it goes...



Imagine it is rainning heavily one night and you happen to drive past this bus stop. Your car has only space for only one passenger. Out of the following, which would you choose?

1)a doctor
2)a patient in need of medical attention
3)your dream girl/guy

You know there will not be any other available transport except for you. KNowing this, so which will you choose? Or do you have a better option?

I'll post the answer tmr. Has a little interesting meaning behind it, at least to me.
Cheer!

Got a presentation and I'm flu-ing... Haiz...

Back! The answer I gave was 2, the patient.

I think most people would have chosen this answer. Anyway, my mum said... The best case would be to give the key to the doctor, so that he can drive the patient to the hospital so that you can stay with the beloved dream guy/gal. She said, I should learn how to 放下. I think she is right.

guess where is this place? ... 19/04/08

i'm clearly bored. haha

Eyes very painful...18/04/08

I think I am stressed, super stressed which accounts for my extreme moood swings. SO folks, sorry ya?! Haha... Anyway, I got a new phone. I think it is cool. Hope I can stick to this phone for as long as possible as this costed me quite a sum.

Guess I won't be updating my blog on a regular basis. SO much to do, so little time to finish. I'll try.

*yawn* The call has yet to come...

just trying out... 18/04/08

hi this is done using my phone. haha

another one?... 17/04/08

I received another call. Not the one that I have been waiting for. Hym... My heart i a bit shaken. Have I made the right choice?

Am I walking this path alone?

finally... 15/04/08

I received a call. It could be another opportunity. Shall give it a try no matter wat though the chances are slim, very slim. =(

ANyway, it was a hell of a night! I'm glad...

蒲公英的约定... 15/04/08

小学篱笆旁的蒲公英
是记忆里有味道的风景
午睡操场传来蝉的声音
多少年后也还是很好听
将愿望折纸飞机寄成信
因为我们等不到那流星
认真投决定命运的硬币
却不知道到底能去哪里
一起长大的约定
那样清晰
打过勾的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今
唯一坚持的任性
小学篱笆旁的等待的心
是记忆里有味道的风景
认真投决定命运的硬币
却不知道到底能去哪里
一起长大的约定
那样清晰
打过勾的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今
唯一坚持的任性
一起长大的约定
那样真心
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清
你是友情
还是错过的爱情

CMPB...14/04/08

JUst visited CMPB today. Was reminiscing my first visit when I was still in JC, prior to my enlistment. I can still remember almost all the scenes in my mind. They all just seem like yesterday's memories...

Even after I ORDed from the force, I did visited CMPB on several occasions. Well, not to be charged for not taking IPPT but to collect some prize money from Safra radio. In fact, I was there twice.

Thought the whole thing was going to be quite solemn and formal but I was wronged. Well, it was rather fast and casual. I'm definitely glad that I have my fine waived off. Thanx man! Yes, I will take my IPPT fatefully from now onwards. Oh! The officer was quite dashing too. Haha...

Hardly have the chance to wear No.4 so I snapped a photo. I think I look very different in the 2 photos. I've aged...

Almost sabotaged... 14/04/08

I think communication is very important. I almost sabotaged by a PRC. Man...

Stayed up all night to write an essay. Seriously, I have no idea how to write one. But I think I gave my best shot. =)

Here' what I have come up with! And, I must say I am not an advocate of terrorism.

Character Introduction
Anthony James Macho
Background:
Anthony James Macho is a charming and promising fresh graduate out from Princeton University who has just joined the United States Department of Homeland Security. The September 11, 2001 attacks claimed the lives of both Macho’s parents, leaving him to be an orphan. He pledged to eradicate terrorism and preventing others from suffering the same fate as his.

John Bosons Macarthur
Background:
A veteran officer under the United States Department of Homeland Security. He has joined the department in his early twenties and has seen the transformations of Homeland Security itself. He is the mentor of Anthony James Macho and he is due to retire soon.

Dr. Marie Susy
Background:
Marie Susy is an Oxford Rhodes scholar who is an avid reader of Albert Einstein ’s numerous theories and papers. As a resident lecturer at New York University who specializes in both special relativity and quantum mechanics, she has been working on Laser and hopes to improve on its efficiency.

Dr. Edward George Armstrong
Background:
Dr. Edward George Armstrong, who specializes in quantum mechanics, is another resident lecturer in New York University under the Physics Department. He is always at loggerheads with Dr. Marie Susy as both of them are eyeing to be the Dean of Physics Department of the prestigious university. They are always seen demeaning each other during conferences.

Dr. Mohinder Suresh
Background:
Dr. Suresh is a professor from India who travels to New York University on an invitation by Dr. Edward George Armstrong, who is his good friend. Little has been mentioned about him and all that is known is that he graduated from Hebrew University of Jerusalem.

Abstract
The year is 2008. It has been 7 years since the September 11, 2001 attacks where hijackers intentionally crashed two of the airliners (American Airlines Flight 11 and United Airlines Flight 175) into the World Trade Center in New York City. The World seems to have moved on as restoration works are in progress to rebuild the former World Trade Center site into the International Freedom Center.
However, only one person, Anthony James Macho, who still refuses to move on. He joined the United States Department of Homeland Security shortly upon graduation in order seek revenge for the death of his loved ones on 9/11.


Prologue
Mohinder Suresh thought, it was all happening too fast and smoothly.
He knew what has to be done and there was no turning back now.

“المكتبة العربية الأرثوذكسية على الأنترنت,” He said a prayer before setting foot onto American Airline Flight 546 to New York City.

Date: 2 nd of September, 2008 (Monday)
Location: Darnley café, somewhere near the New York University
It was 8 o’clock in the morning. Rosamund Darnley Macho, the owner of the popular Darnley café near the University, opened the mailbox and took out a white postcard.
The postcard was clearly self-mailed as there was no stamp affixed. There was only one word on the postcard; “CONFIRMED ”.
Rosamund knew exactly what that meant. His real name was Anthony James Macho, an agent working for the Homeland security. He had long suspected that the mastermind behind the September 11, 2001 attacks to be working in New York University.
After years of investigation, his efforts have finally reckoned. The postcard was the green light for him to proceed on to the next phase, the final phase of a six years operation . He knew he was close to disclosing the identity of the terrorist.
“Patience,” Macho thought, “You are almost there…”

Three days later
Location: An apartment in a suburb outside New York
“Ring ring…”
John Bosons Macarthur, a senior officer Homeland Security, was awakened by the telephone.
Due to retire next week, Boson did not want anything to happen, which might delay his exoneration from his post as senior officer-in-charge at Homeland Security HQ. He knew a call at two in the morning could only spell trouble.
“Hello.”
“Sir, this is Agent Anthony Macho. Marie Susy, the famous physicist from the NYU was murdered, about five hours ago. And a powerful accelerator in her lab was stolen!”

Six hours later
Location: Bosons’ office at Homeland HQ

Bosons was sitting in his office, frowning and listening to Macho’s report.
“It is probably the terrorist who became desperate and killed Marie Susy and stole the accelerator from her lab, and plans to utilize it as a weapon for terrorist attack. As you know, the President will be giving a public speech this next Monday and……”
Bosons thumped on the table, and interrupted Macho truculently.
“I am not interested in your baseless theories and I am surprised you have the gut to tell me that. How many speeches do the President makes every year? What makes you think that the terrorist will choose this particular day? Do you really think he will take action on this coming Thursday?”
“… …”
“Why would the terrorists become desperate? It’s probably because of agents like you who are not cautious enough to reveal your identity to them and antagonize them. It’s your entire fault!”
“Sir…” Macho’s voice was overwhelmed by Bosons’.
“What I want NOW is to arrest of the murderer as soon as possible. NOW GO!”
Macho tried his best to hide his anger which he has mastered the beauty of it totally. He had gone without sleep for 2 days and yet, he had to put up with the uncouthness of his boss.
In recent years, the little tyrant (Bosons’ nick name, for he is a very short and stout man) became more and more impatient and demanding, and sometimes, extremely unreasonable.
“Are you frozen? Go! Get out of my office!” Bosons commanded.
“Yes. I also want to have the case solved as soon as possible. The truth is I am more eager to solve it more than you! No wonder everyone in the department is looking forward to your retirement. Your attitude, arrogance and temper are simply intolerable. Hopefully we will not have to see or hear from you after this solving this case. Since you have bad health and severe heart problem, enjoy your last few pitiful years while you can!” Macho muttered to himself as he vacated the office.

The case progressed with unexpected pace and ease. It took only two days for the Homeland Security agents to locate and arrest the suspected murderer, Dr. Edward George Armstrong, who fled from the University the day after Marie Susy was killed. Apparently, the Professor was on his way to a grocery store near hide-out in the countryside. It was probably the easiest nab that Macho had done and he could not wait for the interrogation.

Date: 11th of September 2008 (Wednesday)
Location: Homeland Security HQ
Dr. Armstrong had been reticent for hours since the interrogation started but he was slowly starting to succumb to the relentless questioning from Agent Macho. It was evident that Macho was not going to give up till he acquires the information which he has been longing for.

“Why did you murder Dr. Marie Susy?” Macho questioned, “Is it because she has found out your sinister plan?”
“How many times do I have to repeat myself? I am NOT a terrorist. I am only a scientist. I didn’t kill Susy on purpose. It… It was an accident”
“You think I will fall for that? You murderer!! Give me answers!!”
“You want answers?”
“I want the truth!”
“You can't handle the truth!”
“Tell me now or you are so gonna regret it from me!” Macho exclaimed as his hands were clenched into fists.
“It was really an accident, a fatal accident. Susy was indeed a gifted scientist. She invented an accelerator based on the harmonic oscillator that could collide particles at speeds so much closer to that of light. It was a definitely deserving of the Nobel Prize. All I wanted was just to borrow it for my own study...” Dr. Armstrong said in a low hoarse voice.
There was a brief silence before Dr. Armstrong continued.
“Of cause, she objected. She thought I was going to sabotage her as she knew with the Nobel Prize, she will be so close to being the Dean of the faculty which we both coveted. But the fact is, I merely wanted to use it to study the substances which I have discovered. Well, I don’t suppose you get what I am driving at.”
Macho swiftly toward the Dr. Armstrong and declared, "Please do not doubt my intelligence! I was from Princeton. Are you saying that you intend to use Dr. Susy’s accelerator to study your new substance, similar to the LHC in CERN ?”
“Indeed, in a way they are. Susy’s harmonic oscillator accelerator is much more powerful than that of LHC and much smaller in scale. Its ladder operator will ensure that Diracnum collide fast enough in a jet event . I predict there will be a release of a great amount of energy which I cannot calculate precisely based on Heisenberg’s uncertainty . But I guess I can never have the chance to verify my discoveries and postulates now.”
“I see. So how did you kill her?” Macho probed further.
“It was really an accident. It was in a moment of rashness that I decided to take the accelerator by force when I accidentally pushed her. Who would have expected her to trip and knock her head on the table?” Dr. Armstrong replied. “It was really an accident. I had no reason to kill her. Officer, please believe in me.”
“So where are the accelerator and the substances you found?”
“Didn’t the police find them in the house I was hiding?”
“We received an anomalous call informing us of your whereabouts. We found nothing more than your own clothing and some money when we raided your hide out after your arrest. The accelerator and materials were no where to be found”, Macho answered.
Dr. Armstrong was baffled by Agent Macho’s words. He knew there was only one person that would know his whereabouts at that time.

At the same time in an apartment that overlooks the World Trade Centre.

“المكتبة العربية الأرثوذكسية على الأنترنت
المكتبة العربية الأرثوذكسية على الأنترنت
المكتبة العربية الأرثوذكسية على الأنترنت,”
Mohinder Suresh chanted for the last time.
He knew this day would come as he has envisioned since the day he joined al Qaeda. It was a duty bestowed upon him by his God and he knew God has been guiding him all along.
The invitation by his friend, Dr Armstrong, to New York University was godsend. Who would have thought that Dr. Armstrong would approach Suresh for assistance when he accidentally killed Dr. Susy in a quarrel.
Mohinder Suresh looked at his clock.
It’s time, he thought to himself as he sees the throngs of people that have gathered at round zero, awaiting for the President’s speech.
He took a deep breathe and pressed the “Start” button on the accelerator.
As expected, the Diracnum particles were sent colliding with one another at speeds close to that of the speed of light . As the particles collided, higher orders of elements are created and an enormous amount of energy is given off, and thereafter, a Big Bang!

15 minutes later
Location: An apartment in a suburb outside New York

Officer Bosons’ cell phone rang. The voice on the other line was Macho.
“Sir! An explosion was happened near World Trade Centre where the President was…”
Officer Bosons dropped the receiver before Macho could finish his line. Suddenly, Bosons felt an acute pain in his left chest. He had a sudden difficulty in breathing and collapsed.

Epilogue
It was a warm winter morning on December 14, 2011. Macho looked out from his office window at Homeland Security HQ and into The Century Square. He can still remember the day he last seen Officer Bosons in the very room. Three years had passed since the terrorist attack on September 11, 2008. Macho wished he had been more persistent during that last conversation with Bosons.
He took a puff from his cigar and sighed.
The fight against terrorism is still on.

I am glad = ) ... 11/04/08

School ended at 4 today. Didn't go to my granny's place for tuition as my cousin cancelled it at the last min. Well, I must say I am glad of the last min changes.

I am glad to say that the last time I had dinner with my parents was this evening. It has been ages since I sat down with my folks and had a proper dinner. ALthough the dinner wasn't superb, it was the company that I had that made my dinner an enjoyable one.

When was the last time you had dinner with your folks?

Anyway, I have been hearing this tune on the radio! Love the groove and it never fails to make my body moves. I'm glad to have it in my IPOD now... Haha... Enjoy!



And, I am glad I receive the sms...

tired...10/04/08

TIRED TIRED TIRED

Promises... 09/04/08

Was on my way to teach Jos when I met Kaiyi's mum. We had a short chat and apparently Kembangan CC has changed another tenant. She was saying the various food that the cafe is now offering when She mentioned Kaiyi missed the chicken chop that we used to offer at TBC... and haha... she jokingly suggested to Kaiyi to sms me to ask if I know how to cook it... My heart sank. That sentence really made my day.

Well, sad to say, I can't cook. Hym... There and again, should I be? ANyway, glad to know that someone appreciates what you have done and remembers you, even if it just your cooking.

Haiz... Whenever anyone talks about TBC, I will think of UNcle Peter. WOnder how he is now. I used to tell him that we will find time to meet him at least once a month, to go out for a great meal together. Er... Clearly, it has never materialised.

Take home message, never give promises when you know you won't be able to keep. Ya, I should watch what I say. = P

Oh! The next few months are going to take a toil on me. Jos' mum just booked me for a couple of more lessons during my exam period. *speechless* And guess what, the best part is in May I will have to travel from Tuas to East in the night for tuition. *sign*

My only motivation, <6.5months. And, I was thanked for grumbling to someone today!!! Haha...

Growing... 08/04/08

Well, they are growing...

PIMPLES are growing all over my face from the late-nights for the past few days...
ARMS are growing smaller despite me doing 8 chin-ups everyday...
TUMMY is growing bigger from all the suppers and junk food(how i wish the fats can be directed to somewhere else)...
STRESS LEVEL is growing as exam dates are drawing nearer...
ACCOUNT is growing but I still have 6.5months to go...
FONDNESS is growing but it's not going anywhere...
Love me or hate me, it's still an obsession, Love me or hate me, that is the question... will know it someday...

most of all, growing older day by day, second by second...

Is Your Jar Full? ... 07/04/08

Seems to be bloggina alot. But I really like this entry. Got it from Shiru. I wanna share with all my folks...

When things in your life seem almost to much to handle, when 24 hours in a
day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar......and the beer.


A Professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front
of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and
empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then
asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.

So the Professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the
jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas
between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was
full. They agreed it was.

The Professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of
course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar
was full. The students responded with an unanimous "Yes."

The Professor then produced two cans of beer from under the table and
poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the empty
space between the sand. The students laughed.

"Now," said the Professor, as the laughter subsided, "I want you to
recognize that this jar represents your life.

The golf balls are the important things - your family, your children, your
health, your friends, your favorite passions - things that if everything
else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house,
your car. The sand is everything else - the small stuff."

"If you put the sand into the jar first", he continued, "there is no room
for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all
your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the
things that are important to you. Pay attention to the things that are
critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Take time to get
medical checkups. Take your partner out to dinner. Play another 18. There
will always be time to clean the house, and fix the disposal. Take care of
the golf balls first, the things that really matter. Set your priorities.
The rest is just sand."

When he had finished, there was a profound silence. Then one of the
students raised her hand and with a puzzled expression, inquired what the
beer represented.

The Professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no
matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of
beers."

Wild Wild WEST... 06/04/08

I got this from http://www.businesstimes.com.sg/sub/news/story/0,4574,273887,00.html?

I must say I am excited about the make-over, extreme make-over that West is in for. I seriously can't wait, not so much for the extra features that are installed but the potential rises in property around the area. = P

~~new bag ~~ 06/04/08

I got myself a new bag, courtesy of Lorraine. Long story so I don't think I wanna go into the details. In short, "Thank YOu", lorraine. v('o')v



The bag looks very much like the one I got from TW. Just that this is much more expensive. Haha...

ANyway, 21 more days to exams. = (

As for ______ , best of luck in your relationship. You have my blessings!

Hym... was talking to a friend of mine.

Love me or hate me, it's still an obsession, Love me or hate me, that is the question. says:
ask u something
Love me or hate me, it's still an obsession, Love me or hate me, that is the question. says:
do u feel lonely sometimes?
Qingcheng.. かく せい じょう says:
ya
Qingcheng.. かく せい じょう says:
y?
Love me or hate me, it's still an obsession, Love me or hate me, that is the question. says:
nothing
Love me or hate me, it's still an obsession, Love me or hate me, that is the question. says:
i feel lonely
Qingcheng.. かく せい じょう says:
oke
Qingcheng.. かく せい じょう says:
but i have friends to fill me up?
Qingcheng.. かく せい じょう says:
do you?
Love me or hate me, it's still an obsession, Love me or hate me, that is the question. says:
no

After chatting with my fren, I think it's all about... I promise I make time for you ya? And yes, we'll go on a short trip together if time permits. *wink wink*

Cheers!

To: Lorraine... ~surprise surprise~ 06/04/08

*Phew* I almost pukes blood from ... Guess no one will know why except for Lorraine. = (

Anyway, it has been a while since I last met up with her. Haha... Yes, thanx for the surprise. I am seriously surprised, pleasantly surprised. I'm thankful for the effort you have put in. I shall try to use the bag ya? Thanx a million. It reminds me of the Mac lunch you left at my doorstep when I was having exam sometime last year. Grateful. v('o')v

I got a new hair cut. SOmehow, it seems like the previous ones. I still prefer the old guy. My hair misses him!! Haiz...

Dinner @ Sumo with Veron, YJ was great despite the fact that I was still hungry and had to settle for Mac. It was great to round up our dinner with the complementary ice creams, thanx to Lorraine. (Next time pls order ORANGE can? It's my favourite! Haha...)

Oh! We had hot SAKE! Haha... Here are some picts:


courtesy of Veron...

Think I have been wawaing too often. Haha...

"1 tong"

"2 tong"

"3 tong"

"4 tong"

So looking forward to my next K session with my singing teacher and I miss Taiwan too! Haha...

Hym... It's 1:44am... where's my call?! = P

i really don't know... 03/04/07

Did I make the right choice?

It's too late, way too late...

Songs 4 life... 03/04/08

Is there a particular song that has special meaning to you? I have a couple. I have no idea why but whenever I hear certain songs, I will think about certain part of my life...

Here's a list of songs that brings back special memories...

"美丽新世界" -- When I was mugging for my "A" levels...
"让我爱你" -- My first serious K sesson with Mich @ AMK HUB after she cajoled me into going. Just for your infor, she is my 起萌老师...
"你是我心内的一首歌" -- The numerous KTV sessions with Lorraine where she made me sang this song over and over and over again. Think there was one night we sang almost 15 times. Haha... Well, can't complain ya? She's my 歌唱老师 and her standards, as high as the sky loh...
"祝我生日快乐" -- KTV session with Shiru. She really can sing very very well. That night I was simply mesmerized by her voice!!!
"代言人" -- Reminds me of Veron. DOn't ask me why???
"改變自己" -- Reminds of my Taiwan trip.
"心动心痛" -- Reminds of Taiwan trip too when we had our K session in 钱柜! It is the song with the highest score and also the song that I was made to sing many many times over and over again by my 歌唱老师 . Haha...

The list can go on but I guess I shall not bore you to death. How about you? What are your list of songs?

Is it possible? ...02/04/08

I received a miss call @ 1:44pm today. I think it is the call I have been waiting for. I kinda of wished they didn't, yet otherwise...

I'm a bit confused, surely...

Shall wait to see what they say...