It's over, so over... 23/05/08

Well, only 2 words for today's interview: It's over... I was basically grilled. I'm very certain it's over. Man... Honestly, I felt like leaving half way through it. It was really that bad, trust me...

Well, enough of my grumbles. I'll work on it... Haiz...

ANyway, million thanx to Veron and Lornie for the small gift. I appreciate it very much, just that I'm too distracted by the interview to express my appreciation.

Great ice-cream session with Ms Lornie. Got some thrashing from her for ranting and raving over my interview. Well, I just couldn't help it but to rattle away. Haha... Haiz... "It's not end of the world" as I was told, but honestly, it's complicated, and I know deep down inside, it's just...

By the way, I wish to put what we have discussed a history. Let's not bring it up again and raise our own blood pressures and straining on what our friendship. Like I said, I really have much other priorities to worry about. If need be, talk about it behind my back and hide it away from me. In this case, ignorance is indeed a bliss... I'll leave it as that. All I needed was just a down-to-earth talk and not what followed... =P

Haha... I am indeed a westerner. I was lost in the East after dropping Lornie off at her friend's place. I ended up at Changi Airport! Oops... Well, feel real guilty for wasting the expensive petrol that Dad has just topped up. Haiz...

Dinner was nothing special. Met with Tian Tian and company. All my folks seem to travelling! Feel great for them! Well, when is my chance. I guess it's gonna take a while...

I guess everyone really missed Uncle Peter. Can't remember whose idea was it but we ended up at Central, the shop which Uncle is working in. He has certainly gained much weight and seemed really happy and glad to be working at his present place. I think the feeling of being appreciated by others indeed does wonders. (No photo from me as I reckoned the rest of the folks will be posting it)

Think I looked kind of dazed throughout the dinner with Uncle. Must have been the interview. Haha...

Anyway, didn't send any of the folks back today. Instead, decided to go fetch my dad. Haha... I spent about 15 mins scounting for Long John Silver's since Dad was craving for it. That's pretty much the most that I can do now.

Had a good man to man talk with my Dad. He asked how did the interview go. My heart sank, just like Titanic did to the bottom of the icy Atlantic Ocean... I knew I didn't do a great job. All that I have planned for, pretty much went down the drain. Felt damn remorseful. Haiz... What can I do??? Throughout the journey back, we talked about my internship at Keppel, what are the plans that I have in mind now...

I think this is what we call, "life". I guess it's gonna take a while...

I think I need some air to breathe. I don't bloody know what's happening nowadays... It's crazy! I'm tempted to...