As the clock struck 12, it was a totally mixed affair. Images of the past flashed through my mind as I watched the folks around me embracing one another and exhanging wishes. My mind was in a blank. Clearly, my heart wasn't there with the folks. The only one person whom I would like to share the moment with, is not there with me. All I wanted to do was to drop a line but I knew I couldn't...
As 2008 comes to an end, many truth seems to surface. Or rather, facts that I chose to be ignorant of, are coming back to haunt me. Perceptions on others have changed and they seem to be reinforced with minor daily incidents. Before I start pointing fingers at others, I shall gun myself down first.
Whatever the case is, the World still continues to revolve round the Sun. Rather than to spend time on worldly affairs, I guess it's time to deliberate and decide on this year's resolutions.
Was reading my friend's blog. Let me quote this strings of words that she said:
anyway whether or not the other person likes you, it's easy to tell.
you should know it yourself deep down.
whether or not you wanna accept it is another thing.
if you know it's not right, yet you choose to be hopeful, so be it.
more often than not, we're just willingly lying to ourselves.
deep down, we all know.
I can't agree more. What did I land myself into?
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